Hoping

Hoping for a miracle...we are scheduled for surgery. Luckily Johan's Grammie/my mom is coming to stay with us. She was planning to visit before I found out that surgery was going to be necessary so now perfect timing indeed. Hopefully more perfection will occur. I am also having to find the next project so all other of our needs can be met so it will be good to have my mom here for not only the awesome comfort through the stress but moral support. Johan adores her and he can be comforted by her as well his mom.

I talk with my furry kid every day letting him know I will be right there the whole time and that I will take him through this as we have made it thus far. I will never leave his side, he is my world.

I am without words right now because my heart is racing, my concern is deep but I have to believe we will get through this...We have made it this far together with a bond that brings tears to my eyes because I am so thankful my precious Johan. He is my inspiration and has been since the day he and I picked one another for this amazing journey together...

Will write again.......